You know what happens when a Christian dies?
I do.
I’ve ferried more of them across the river than you could count in a lifetime. Preachers. Zealots. Sinners wrapped in Sunday suits. Martyrs without the war. And they all say the same three things when the cold takes them—when the blood runs cold and the lungs fill for the last time.
First: “Why has God forsaken me before my time?”
Second: “But I’ve been a good Christian all my life.”
And third, always third, with fear behind their eyes: “Where are we going?”
They think belief buys them something. A longer thread of fate. A gentler end. A golden light waiting on the horizon. But let me tell you what I’ve seen from the helm of the ferry—your God does not save you.
He doesn’t hold your hand. He doesn’t shield your soul and when your time comes—when it really comes—He doesn’t even answer.
Because belief isn’t enough. Not when you’ve used His name to justify your violence, to prop up your pride, to mask your sins in scripture and salt.
I’ve watched Christian men burn. Watched crosses melt to slag in their hands. Watched “God’s chosen” scream when they realized their path led down, not up.
And now comes Ezekiel Graves. The world champion. The holy man with a crown of gold. The self-appointed mouthpiece of the divine. You stand atop Olympus, holding a belt like it’s a gospel, preaching sermons between beatings like you’re baptizing the broken.
But Ezekiel… you’re still just a man.
And men—they believe in God. They kill in His name. They justify. They rationalize. They sin—and then they die.
And when they die?
I ferry them.
I don’t pray. I don’t kneel. I don’t ask for forgiveness or redemption. I don’t believe because belief changes nothing about what comes next. Not the journey. Not the destination. Not the fire at the end of the tunnel.
You say you’re chosen.
I say you’re next.
That title you carry, the belt with the gold plates and legacy etched into its leather—it’s not protection. It’s weight. And when I drag you from Olympus down into the dirt, into the dark, into my domain, that weight will pull you faster than any sin ever could.
You preach about the light. I operate in the dark. You kneel at the altar. I stand at the gates.
And here’s the difference between us, Ezekiel…
You live. You will die. And I?
I’m already dead. I walk without fear, without end, without soul.
I am the one who knocks at the moment of death. I am the one who asks no questions. I do not judge. I do not forgive. I only ferry.
And when your time comes—and make no mistake, it is coming—you’ll ask those same three questions, just like all the rest.
“Why has God forsaken me?”
“Haven’t I been good?”
“Where are we going?”
And just like always…I won’t answer.
I’ll simply turn the boat.
And row.